October 2010
“A little piece of me dies when I know I can’t make a friend feel better...”
September 2010
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Day Ten: One confession
Erm..I don’t have any big confessions to make, or not that I know of anyway. If you have something to ask me, I’ll just tell you lol.
However, if you want some small confessions then here it is:
1. I really enjoy taking pictures, especially of nature and cities. I wouldn’t consider myself a photographer though…I only consider people who are extremely good at it and do it...
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Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life...
1. :l - I’m okay at times and then I’m not at other times. I’m not too sure what I feel all the time, lol.
2. :x - I don’t know what to or how to say some things. I also don’t know if I should even say anything at all.
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If only you knew the truth...
You asked us why we were the way that we were, so we gave you a reason. You still didn’t fully comprehend our reasons. All that I can say is, you’d know and feel the same if you knew the truth. It’s not what it seems to you because all that you’re seeing is an act. If we had more time, I’d tell you the actual truth from facts. I swear, I wouldn’t lie about this...
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Day Eight: Three turn ons.
1. If you can make me laugh and smile. Funny people = ♥
2. Style: Nikes/Converses/Vans for shoes, skinny jeans but not OD skinny, and whatever else on top lol. I like a variety of styles but this just happens to be my favorite :P
3. Someone smart, or at least average. I don’t think I’d be able to deal with anyone below average.
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Day Seven: Four turn offs.
1. Smokers/Druggies
2. Arrogant and mean
3. Bad hygiene and extremely messy
4. Doesn’t care about grades, family, or friends
^I think that these are some pretty normal turnoffs. I’m sure no one wants anyone like this.
“I miss the childhood memories. I miss not having a care for the world. I miss...”
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Check out my Flickr account! :) →
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Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order...
1. Mom - You’re the only mother I could ever have. Without you, I wouldn’t know what to do with my life. You brought me into this world, caring for me with all that you could, and I love you for it. And when you’re older? I’ll be taking care of you just like you did for me when I was a baby.
2. Dad - You’re the only father I could ever have. You, like mom, help guide...
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Highway to hell
So my parents and I were heading out to Brooklyn today to go visit my grandpa in the hospital. The scariest thing happened.
We got in a chain car crash on the highway. The car in front of hit into another car and that car broke it’s bumper. The car who hit into that car had a completely shattered window and a crushed front. Our car, on the other hand, stopped just in time and we were inches...
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Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. I wish I never met some of the people I did. Some of them are just complete fuckwads.
2. Go to THS…or the institute, for that matter.
3. Purposely screw up my SHSAT.
4. The things I’ve done to people… Nothing too harsh but I know I’ve been a bitch to some people.This goes to the people I’ve been a bitch to without my own knowledge at the time. If I’ve been...
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So I just came up with a crazy idea...
I want to make a collage of the pictures I’ve taken myself on my room walls.
I’ve been thinking about this idea for a bit. I mean, I love photography and my walls are kind of naked, so why not? I’m pretty much only putting up pictures of areas and buildings I’ve taken.
But before I do this, I’ve got several tasks:
1. Take more area/building pictures. This means...
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Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. Family matters: I need to know everything going on in my family. I may not be able to solve all problems, but I sure as hell can help. Also, I spend my entire life with these people. How could they NOT be in my mind a lot?
2. School: I feel the need to do good in every subject. I’d be pretty damn pissed if I get below a 90 overall average.
3. My future: This is kind of...
hardboiledlatte asked: 3 words. LOL. 3cm more and I'm exempted for no.3. But still, I'm 3 years older. Such numbers. Just passing by and wanted you t . . . 1 . . . 2 . . . 3 . . . smile for a bit~ That's where I'm good at. :3
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Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. You must be a funny person, but you have to know when to be serious too.
2. Be completely honest with me.
3. Lol, this won’t necessarily “win” my heart but you have to be taller than me. Preferably older too.
4. You’re good with kids or animals or just people in general.
5. Travel with me to the places I want to go.
6. Hug me and tell me that you love/like me. I...
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This looks mad cool. →
I’d love to have this but..$130 without film? Eh, I could probably get a better camera for much cheaper. But, it looks pretty fun!
To "pointlesscloud"
Do I know you personally?
Hah, sorry for the weird question but…I’ve noticed that you’ve been liking several of my posts. So I’m wondering, do you actually know me or do you actually find my blogs interesting? O.o
I hope you see this, lol.
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Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. I put family above all. Top priority, no doubt. I don’t think I could ever love anyone more than these four people.
2. I’m extremely self-conscious. Despite what others may say, I do believe that I am fat, ugly, and stupid. It’s just the way I am.
3. I love nature a lot. I mean, how could we even call our world a world without nature? It itself is nature. Mother nature!
4....
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Today's an eventful day
First of all, this first day of being the vice president of CCC was pure brutal. As if it wasn’t bad enough that the president came late, no one would shut up. I know that we’re all acquainted with each other, but honestly? Show some god damn respect for the people who are up in the front of the classroom speaking to you. You would get pretty damn pissed if people were talking during...
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Day One: Continued
6. I’ve said this before, but I’ll say it again. I cried when we dropped you off at college. It’s probably because I know that after you leave, I wouldn’t have anyone to talk to at home. I know that you probably didn’t care about the stuff I told you, but at least you talked with me about it and gave me advice. Also, you helped me a shitload throughout my school...
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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten...
1. I love you so much. You don’t understand how lucky I am to have you as one of my parents. You help provide the family with the job that you have and I feel like we wouldn’t be able to survive without you here. But sometimes, I feel like you’re not listening to a thing I say and it really hurts me. I just want you to listen and give feedback. Other than that, I feel like we...
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It's been a while since I've done one of these...
Yes, I’m failing to do my own thing and I’m going to take the little amount of free time I have to do this thing for the next 10 days. I’ll start with the first day sometime later today (if I can).
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross...
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And in these desperate calls, I await for your...
I’ve never been more scared about my life than I have right now.
I’m scared I’ll fail my classes. I’m scared I’ll fail to graduate high school. I’m scared I’ll never get into the college of my choice. I’m scared I’ll never pursue the career I want. I’m scared I’ll never find someone to love me. I’m scared to fail at life.
I...
“Nostalgia is like a grammar lesson: you find the present tense, but the past...”
– Owens Lee Pomeroy
I love this quote♥
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Forever 21♥
After another blah day, I checked my email. I completely forgot about the email I got from Forever 21 about FREE SHIPPING (hells yes! Asian’s love this stuff :P). Hah, the coupon ends today.
Quickly, I checked every single little thing on the F21 website. I swear, if I could, I would buy the entire store. I added everything that I liked to my shopping bag and it came up to a whopping $135....
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Help Me Find My Way
I can sense, deep down, the sadness in your eyes. But, can you sense mine?
Lately, I’ve been feeling like I have a lot on my mind. I feel like I have so much to say yet I don’t know how to express myself. I really want to blog everything, but I don’t know how to nor do I know if I should (if I knew how to). I’m afraid my peers will see me as such a complicated girl...
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I Like...
I like winter. I like fall. I like meeting new people. I like family. I like friends. I like nice guys. I like ghetto Asian guys. I like funny guys. I like tall guys. I like guys who wear V-necks. I like guys who wear Vans. I like guys who wear Converses. I like guys who wear Nike’s. I like guys who wear skinny jeans. I like KidRobot. I like vintage-style clothes, even though I can’t...
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9/16/10-9/17/10
September 16, 2010:
The day started out very nice and slowly, yet quickly, it got worst. I got home around 3 and started my homework right away. It wasn’t until I finished everything and was about to start on my AP US essay that the extreme storm occurred. For about 5 minutes max, huge gusts of winds blew across the island and I witnessed everything through my window. Everything was white,...
I wish I could write something on Tumblr, or in...
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Pros + Cons Of My Junior Year
I’ve been feeling so depressed about random crap lately. Is it so hard to have everything back to the way it used to be? Can whomever just spare me this one wish? I don’t know how I’ll deal with all my problems, but I suppose this blog can help me realize what’s good, and what’s bad, in my life this school year.
I’ll start off with the cons, since the pros may...
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AP US Sucks
After a really crap day of school, I have an even crappier day after school. Most of my homework were pretty easy, but it’s just so damn time consuming! I seriously just spent about 6 hours doing my first AP US outline. I can’t even study for my physics quiz tomorrow because I need to sleep in a few.
On the other hand, the first thing I saw when I went on Tumblr after finally...
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All We've Got To Do Is Listen And Breathe
Who cares what others think anymore? I should stand up for myself and cut the crap. I don’t need all this extra useless problems put upon me, when my junior year is hell enough as is. I’m tired of everything and everyone.
The “surprise” party at Evan’s last night helped me lighten up my mood. It’s probably the most I’ve felt good about in a month or two....
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I hate drinking something hot, even if not...
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The Anonymous You
Dear Anonymous,
I remember talking to you not too long ago. You had asked me a question, so I gave you my response. Perhaps, you misinterpreted my answer?
I don’t really know but I feel like things will be different from now on. It’ll be weird, if not awkward. Eh, I suppose it doesn’t really matter, seeing as we never talked to begin with. I just hope you didn’t tell this...
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First Day Of School
So I gotta say, it was a pretty good first day of school.
As of now, I’ve got a pretty good impression of all my teachers. I think that a majority of them are outgoing and cool, haha. However, I’d like to think that AP US (A-PUSH) will be hell. She gave us a homework assignment sheet with about 3 or 4 things do the next week. Yet…she said not to start on them or something? I...
“Everybody wants to run, Karl. At some point in life, everybody thinks about...”
– Patrick Lanigan of The Partner by John Grisham
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Goodbye Summer Vacation, Hello School!
Yup, it’s the end. I’ll be off to school in a couple of hours and I just finished my second summer reading book. I have one more to go :/
Anyway, I can’t believe that I’ll be starting my junior year of high school. It seems like just yesterday that I was a freshman, so little and so scared, going into this big building for the next four years of my life. Where has the time...
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JRA + Ryan Bandong Meet And Greet :)
My friend and I met Ryan Bandong and JRA today at Union Square♥
Haha, it was absolutely amazing. We were the first to say “hi” to JRA and I finally got his autograph (Ryan’s too!). JRA came on time but Ryan came about an hour later. Anyway, we heard their originals and I took a lot of pictures and videos. Both my friend and I even got individual shots with the both of them!
I...
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9/6/10
Hmm..it’s kinda late right now but I just celebrated my dad’s birthday with an ice cream cake, mmm. Just a couple of hours ago, we had a big dinner with the rest of the family in 8th Ave. The food was very good, haha :)
Anyway, even though it’s my dad’s birthday today, I will be going to the city much later on in the day. My entire family will first go to yumcha in...
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Rural, Urban, Or Suburban?
I don’t know why, but I just felt like searching up rural, urban, and suburban areas. I believe that all my life I’ve been living in the suburbs, but I don’t know if it’s the right place for me.
Yes, I’d say that I prefer the suburbs over urban areas, but that’s because I’m not fond of places with lots of noise and huge crowds of people. However, I do...
I Don't Get It, But Maybe I'm Not Suppose To
Why are you guys yelling? Why are you accusing each other of stupid crap? Why are you so careless to each other? Why are you screaming harder than you’ve ever done before? Why?
It seems like everything in my own little world is slowly starting to deteriorate. My heart is breaking, and something is nibbling its way to my core.
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Karaoke
I went out to karaoke with a bunch of friends for the first time today. I have to say, it was really, really fun and I enjoyed it :)
The room was pretty decent and the songs were great. The thing I found surprising was the prices. It was only $77 for 7 people, so only $11 each. I’m not sure how much karaoke is in other places, but I have heard that it can be really expensive. Plus, we were...
