My brother came back from college and brought back a 6 pound bag of gummy bears with him. Alright, time to dive on in :D
college phase, once again
We spent a whole period talking about colleges and admissions again today, in Latin, instead of doing work. So now I’m into that whole college phase again. I’m worried about SAT II’s/ Subject tests because I don’t know if I should take any or not. My teacher says that we should take two, but fuck. Who the hell really has the time anymore? So I just did this about 5 minutes...
I forgot to mention this in my day post, but whatever: I slept at 10PM last night and, damn, it felt good. 8 hours of pure sleep and it’s the earliest I’ve slept in so long. My parents called the house like 6 times and my cell like 2 times but I completely ignored them all because I was sleeping, LOL. I did wake up eventually to pick it up though. They were probably worried ._.;
Day 31 - Three ways you bid farewell.
Byeee (online) alright, ttyl Cya ____ (whenever I see them next)
Home at the normal time for today<3 Ah, it feels good :) We went to the AoF computer room today to take the school survey. It’s pretty nice in there with their Apple desktops but I felt awkward using them for anything other than the school survey. The girl next to me was taking pictures of herself and I was just sitting there like…. lol, awkward. ~ I’M HUNGRYYYYY! ~ This...
I think I feel the most physically shitty right now since forever (does that even make sense?). My head hurts, my arms ache a little bit, and I’m cold. Andddd, my dad’s about to leave to meet up with my mom in Brooklyn so they can go to their little high school reunion. I’m going to be home alone for the entire night -_-; Scary shit.
Day 30 - Three life lessons you’ve learned so far.
Never trust people - I don’t. It may seem like I do because I tell people a lot of stuff but really, all the stuff I tell you is just completely meaningless and pointless. Try to forgive and forget. It makes the world go round and round easier. Try to accept things. Denying them won’t make it any better.
First handball game of the season
We lost to Wagner 4-1 in our first game, but it’s all good :) Congrats to second doubles who won their game though! One of the dudes who came along with the Wagner team (I think he was one of the girl’s boyfriend) came up to me and asked “hey.. do you think I’m cute?” I was thinking o__o da fuck? But yeah, I think he was trying to prove something to his guy friend...
Bored + free time =
Drinking my favorite juice box drink: Vita Lemon Tea<333 And staring at hot ass shoes online again, of course :)
Day 29 - Three things that you look for in a...
Humor - If you can’t make me laugh.. I don’t think we’ll even make it through an hour. Manners - I mean, I don’t care if you open the door for me or whatever but you should definitely treat older people with respect. It’s just extremely rude if you don’t. Must have/be: Taller and older than me.
It's only Tuesday...
It totally felt like a Thursday or Friday to me -_-; I wish it was a Friday.. I actually tried playing handball today! I mean, it was a complete failure and I only did one receive, but that’s A-OK :) Better trying than not. My serves suck too. Constant shorts but I’d still say my serving is better than my receiving.. which really shows how much I suck at the sport. First game of the...
thai2go replied to your post: I would totally sell my 2 new pairs of Vans to buy… Vans/Converse are super uncomfortable. I don’t understand the hype. Lol, you gotta get used to wearing flat shoes! I like Vans more than Converses now. I want to sell them all ._.;
I would totally sell my 2 new pairs of Vans to buy a pair of Nike Blazers. I’ve wanted that shoe for years -_-; Either that or a pair of Jordans. Jesus, I’m jealous of my friends who own Jordans or the super hot, high top Nikes</3 Actually, I don’t think selling my Vans would make a difference. I have enough to buy Jordans and the Nike Blazer, but I’m just too much of...
Everyone has their own insecurities. Do you really need to be the asshole that points it out? We don’t need your petty words to make us feel better. If anything, you’re making us feel even more insecure. Do us a favor and keep what you know to yourself. We’ll battle our own problems ourselves.
Day 28 - Three things you like about yourself.
My quietness - I don’t like loud people or things. My ability to adapt to changes easily. The fact that I don’t give a “fuck off” face to people, LOL. I think I’m pretty easy to approach…
The feeling of being wanted and being loved is great. I kinda felt that way today.
I’ve realized that every guy that I’ve ever liked was someone that I wasn’t really “friends” with. I mean I guess we were friends but we’ve never hung out before nor did we talk a lot to each other. I think that I just liked them from the very beginning and kinda “skipped” the friendship phase. So in conclusion, I don’t think I can ever date...
Awesome, my AP US homework due date got moved from Monday to Thursday :) I guess I should do it anyway, since I have nothing else to do. -sad life-
Day 27 - Three crazy things you wouldn’t mind...
Isn’t the level of craziness dependent on every person? Something that I think is crazy can be normal for someone else… Eat nonstop in a day Scuba diving in really clean and nice water.. Not in this NYC crap of an ocean. .. giving birth when I’m older? LOL, I can’t think of any others.
Secret Menus →
Omg, I need to try some of these ._.
I just took the 4th practice SAT on college board and I: clicked a random answer for every critical reading section clicked a random answer for every writing section after the first completely skipped the math sections LOL, I scored like a 300 something for critical reading and 500 something for writing. I think I only got so “high” in writing because I actually kinda tried on the...
1st meet up!
So the meet up went pretty well. I was annoyed at first because her phone was off and she wouldn’t respond to my texts or calls.. but I walked up to 53rd street anyway. When she came, the whole exchange process took like only a minute. I felt short compared to her, LOL. She’s like 12 and the same height as me -_-; But I made $4, hooray. Now if I can only sell the rest of my shit.. ~ ...
Day 26 - Three types of deserts you enjoy.
Ice cream :D Frozen yogurt Cake, any type Oh god, I want some now ._.;
Blah, I think I’m getting sick ._. Probably because I stand there and do nothing at handball.. I have a stuffy nose and a sore-ish throat x-x; So I’ll just be sitting here, scrolling on Tumblr, eating my sweet Asian oatmeal, and sulking in my sickness. I gotta meetup with that girl later in Brooklyn ):
Oh, awesome :) My first meetup tomorrow in Brooklyn! She better not flake ._.; It’s the only time I can go out to Brooklyn and I’ve got some heavy duty work to do this weekend.
Day 25 - Three favorite books.
The entire “Harry Potter” series by J.K. Rowling “Ordinary People” by Judith Guest “The Catcher in the Rye” by J.D. Salinger I don’t really know if I’d consider these my favorites because I don’t think I have favorites, but I just like them a lot.
Oh so I forgot. My friend is helping out the Council For Unity club in our school and she’s making these button pins for Japan. It’s $2 for a button and $1 for a ribbon. I got my button, and it’s pretty cute :) A red dot (the Japanese flag) with the Chinese symbol for “love” in the center of it. It’s going to the Red Cross so it’s an awesome thing to do...
It's Friday, it's Friday, gotta get down on...
It’s freezing ass cold out today ): And everyone left early at handball practice.. I don’t know why everyone went to the guys game.. It’s against Port Richmond ._.; Anyway, I’m super glad it’s Friday. I’m pooped and I need a break. I don’t think I’ll be doing any school work for tonight. Start all my crap tomorrow and watch some of “The...
I don’t know how some girls can use tampons. The thought of putting something up there and leaving it in there scares me o__o; How is that even comfortable?! I mean, I know pads don’t give you the greatest feeling either but sheesh.. at least they’re not inside of you. I don’t think I’ll ever use tampons. Not even if it’s the only thing available - it’s a...
So I was skimming through my home page on Xanga and I overcame this blog post: 10 Most Disgusting Foods Around the World! So apparently.. I’ve eaten caterpillar fungus before. And I think we have some in the cabinets somewhere. Alright, time to throw up. I always knew those things looked like bugs whenever my mom used them in soup ._.;
Day 24 - Three things you do before you go to bed.
Brush my teeth Wash my face Pick out my outfit for the next day (if it’s a weekday)
Woohoo, cut 9th period because my health teacher/coach wasn’t here again. It would have been awkward to be one of the 8 kids who showed up again like yesterday ._.; At least the Tech game is postponed! I just found out too… everyone was wondering if they should go or not since our coach wasn’t here. Ah, I have like no homework due tomorrow.. so free day? I think I’ll do...
There was hail, there was rain, and now there is random thunder. I’m scared to go shower -_-; Thank god I decided not to go to NHS though. At least those friggers will be ready if they somehow have a blackout. Not that that’s likely anyway, since our school is the safety building of the South Shore. Bleh, whatever. More free time for me :D
Day 23 - Three places you want to visit.
Japan - But that was before the whole disaster happened.. England Australia - Oh my god, the Asian people there…. <3
The National Honor Society ceremony is tonight. I’d say about 50% of the people aren’t going, so I don’t think I’m going either. It’s fucking cold, it’s raining, and I don’t want to waste 3 hours of my life holding a damn candle. The only thing I’m afraid of is getting the pin or whatever from Tuzio lol. She is one scary lady and I heard she screams...
It’s snowing right now :D And spring started on Monday! I hope no one goes to school so then my math teacher can postpone the test ._.;
What's my style?
Do I even have one? I, honestly, do not know. This is what I generally wear: Hoodie Solid colored t-shirt Jeans I do love all kinds of clothes though. I love the cute, vintage-like outfits that are well-put together. I love the baggy sweats and plain v-necks. I love the dressy, fashionable outfits. I love the leather jacket and skinny jeans. But really, can I even pull any of these off? I...
Day 22 - Three things you are afraid of.
Bugs - I do like looking at them from a distance though o_o; Heights - I’ve got a serious problem with heights.. I get scared coming down from the top of risers -.-; But even though I’m scared of heights, I still think it’s extremely cool to look down if I’m on top of a high building. The scenery is nice but I just happen to be scared shitless as well :) Pain - I’m...
I’m so happy that the two games this week are canceled. I do feel bad about Schwartberg’s family crisis but I guess he’s not entirely the reason. Snow tomorrow and rain on Thursday! blahh. I left later than usual from practice today so the bus came later. The damn thing blew sand into my eyes when it stopped -_-; Yay, I’m going to fail my math test tomorrow because I...
Over thinking stupid little things that are not...
Day 21 - Three of your guilty pleasures.
LOL, this sounds so wrong and perverted. Eating once almost every hour that I’m awake. Finding information out about people’s lives *cough* Um.. staring at good looking guys, LMAO.
NHS rehearsal was pointless, stupid, and just a total waste of time. I don’t even want to go to the ceremony on Wednesday -_-; The Skullcandy earphones that I sent in got sent back to me. It says something like “postage rejected” on it or whatever. Blah, I gotta redo this shit -.-; Today just sucks balls.
I was in the process of undressing because I was about to take a shower when I saw something in the corner of my eye moving. Needless to say, I freaked the hell out and I put all of my clothes back on. I couldn’t see what it was because my glasses were off but goooooody. A friggen centipede. Yeah, stormed out of the bathroom, screamed for my mother (she was on the phone :P), and she killed...
My brother and dad cleaned out the second computer table in the living room so now I’m situated here. Moved from the kitchen (because they said I was taking up space -__-) to the living room.. right next to my mom’s computer. Blah, I’d rather just keep my laptop back on my computer table in my room. More privacy, LOL. Not that I look at weird shit anyway.. but this is Tumblr....
Came back from Brooklyn and Chinatown and dropped off my bro so he can take the bus back to BU. I bought a bunch of Asian snacks in Brooklyn for when I get hungry at handball practice :D I did no homework yesterday so I need to start it now x_x; I will probably end up doing AP US tomorrow. Blahblahblah, I’m so excited for the NHS rehearsal tomorrow -_-; I hope it doesn’t...
Day 20 - Three things the world would be better...
Bugs Guns and other harmful weapons People who shit on others for no reason
Food: Cake Anything potato Almost all vegetables Seafood Pretty much anything really Brands: Vans The North Face Nike Forever 21 (I don’t know if this is considered a brand o_0) People, in general: FUNNY<3 Nice Smart, but not know-it-alls Quiet/normal, middle(?) voice Respectful Guys (these are all just pluses =P): Everything above in the “people” section ...
Food: Pumpkin Celery Avocado alone. I don’t mind it in sushi. Tomato sauce - One of the reasons why I’m not big on Italian food. I can’t think of anything else at the moment but I know that there’s more. Brands: Coach - Some stuff are okay, but not the hugest fan. Juicy Couture Prada Pretty much all the girly, expensive brands except for LV. That’s the...
I just had take out - mmm, so good. I ate so much food today -_-; I hate that I can gain weight so easily. I can kinda lose weight easily too though.. I just need some motivation. My weight usually fluctuates about 2-5 pounds in a day, it’s really weird o__o; I’m so bored right now so I started season 5 of “The Office” because I finished season 4 (duh?). And I did like...
To-do list for today
Contact the people who wanted to buy my stuff - Kinda done Make a list of the handball games we have - ✓ Write down the directions to the handball games - ✓ English homework #3 Finish the English quiz - ✓ AP US #3 due Tuesday (maybe) Finish season 4 of The Office - Almost done